Sort of... maybe... in a different way.
I've been in blogging rehab. Everything is okay. It's just that blogging was becoming a toxic force in my life. It was taking up way too much of my mental space. I was checking my hit counter every few hours, planning posts days in advance, writing things when I had nothing to write. And all for no clear purpose other than some narcissistic drive to climb higher in the blog rankings. It was pitiful.
I woke up and realized this, and one day, just quit. With the help of my family, I have been able to successfully withstand the pains of withdrawal, and I thank them for their loving support during this difficult time. I know that even writing this post is dangerous for me, since just a little sip has the power to strangle me in its clutches.
So, I'm not sure what the future holds. For now, I'm chilling out. I may post occasionally, when I'm compelled to share something I think is meaningful or profound, or to stay connected with family and friends in far-off lands. If you're from Saipan and you miss what you've been reading here, heck, call me up and let's go to lunch. You know how to get in touch with me.
10 comments:
Glad to know you're okay. If I'm ever in Saipan, I'd love to have lunch with you and your family.
I’ve missed your writing. I have checked your blog each day and will continue doing so. Donna J. Cruz
I know exactly how you feel. I don't want to be an enabler, but welcome back, I missed your posts.
I apologize if this comment encourages you to continue blogging. Just take smaller sips, otherwise you may end up in Blogger's Anonymous.
Seriously though, thanks for the update.
Best way to get a hold of Dave:
Shoot a fire into your eye. He'll see you ASAP.
This post has increased my withdrawal pain! Hamid
Is it selfish that I want you to keep posting?
If what you want is in your own mind, procured by and put there by your own efforts, then sharing it with others via a blog is not nearly as important as having it there and using it in your life, David.
Sounds like you made the correct decision.
Thanks, everyone. It's nice to be missed.
Glad you are alright. I missed your posts. Enjoy the chilling.
Post a Comment